I'm done with trying to hold all this in.
I don't trust anyone enough to talk about this to.
He hurt me. Not physically, but he broke my heart.
He broke it right after fixing it.
What makes it worse though is that I had a boyfriend.
I HAVE the same boyfriend now.
He somehow broke my heart while I was in love with someone else.
Maybe I loved him too,
I don't know.
I just need to get it out.
I tried to erase him.
I deleted him from everything that could be deleted.
I never see him.
But he still comes up.
My friends see him.
What does do?
He tells them how amazing i am.
I might hate him.
I cared so much about him.
I might of loved him.
I might of been blinded by him.
I cared about him so much.
He hurt me.
I never thought it would ever get to that point.
I had a boyfriend that I love.
Someone that is the world to me.
I fucked up.
My boyfriend doesn't know that whole story.
I will never tell him the whole story.
I told him enough.
I told him all he needed to know.
I am still hurt.
I realize I'm not fully over him.
As much as I want to be.
He hurt me though.
Made me cry.
Made me do a lot of stupid things.
Made me believe in him.
I'm stupid.
I fucked up.
